I guess it’s beautiful without all this unplanned feelings,
Satisfied with the breeze and the nice calm evening,
And they told me my old girl got somebody new,
So I wonder if he’s gonna do it better than I do,
Well I dunno, you confuse me,
so far gone, and im losing,
all this times, and its hurting so,
oh well, I probably already shoulda accept what I heard,
I had my eyes on you and now my vision is blurred,
The memories we had I cherish it cause I thought it was fun,
But at the end of the day more things were said than done,
And more of who of we are, it’s what we probably lose,
So if I want you back, it’s probably an excuse..yeah
Tell me did I just crossed the line,
It just got to me,
That you were never mine,
To think we had all of this trust but now it’s gone,
But I still gonna remember it all..
So I heard that the early bird catches the worm,
So much misdirections, I had to confirm,
Cause I don’t wanna play with fire, I’ll probably get burn,
People leave every time, that’s the shit that I learn,
And I’m starting this love cycle over again,
Falling in love at the wrong timing so it would probably would end,
So much probabilities, it just sucks to know,
Cause what you have u might lose and they tend to go,
Beyond what matters, they’ll just look at the time,
Material, material, is probably their design,
and I am fine, I can afford that,
not all the time but you enjoy that,
and I dunno what more do I have to do,
to convince you, that I love you,
even through all the shit that you put me through,
all the shit all the shit that you made me do,
I’m funny, I can't even describe what I’m feeling,
Staring in blank space at the whitest ceiling,
But ironically I feel dark, truth is revealing,
Scars can leave a mark, it takes time for healing,
Yeah..im losing myself being somebody else,
Cause you’re never satisfied with me being myself,
And I’m down to change all cause of you,
But would you do the same if I wanted you to..
Tell me did I just crossed the line,
It just got to me,
That you were never mine,
To think we had all of this trust but now it’s gone,
But I still gonna remember it all..
Like I love you but I can't...:).xoxo
