With eyes shut, its you i'm thinking of you...
Hello munchkinz..I have not been blogging for awhile now..
Too fucking busy with work and sayang..heh..
Happy Hari Raya Haji to all my muslim brothers and sisters out there..hope you had a great one..
Aniwaes updates..I'm currently having my attachment...8 more weeks to go...
Working in a bank is awesome..its like cashiering basically..but alot more detailed...
and I feel like im really too young to be feeling this old..
like imagine a 35 year old man asking you whats a cashiers order or how does he go about depositing a cheque..like oh no you didn't..
its fucking weird to be telling him what its all about..I dunno why its weird but i feel like that..capiche
and i've handle more cash den I ever did in my 18 years in this world...
that's a good thing...I want that kinda money in my bank when I grow older...
what else....oh..counting a pack of 50s worth over 35K is so not cool...
I always thought that we could use the note counting machine but no!!have to hand count first..
im jealous of all this rich and smart and successful people...
I wanna be just like them not like some mats and scums of the society..
I want change my Atm card to Go card..I issue alot this past week...
I have never seen a successful rich malay guy on tv..never..
I hate mats...but the dudes always say I look like one...oh snap!
dicks..im nothing like them and never will be..
tell me which mat wants success...they just wanna enjoy with that little money they have...
fucking dicks..
and Dad fuck you..dats all..
sometimes I wish I had a better dad...or mum would remarry or something..
I so want a sister...I wouldn't mind if she's adopted..
I need a new job after attachment...
Selling toys just ain't my thing anymore...don't have that Toys'R'Us kid feeling anymore..
I need a damn holiday..fuck it even if its Batam its good enough...
I want all my money back Dad..you don't put in money for a kid to use just to take it back right...
What's This!!
I'll be the best Dad ever...I learn from your mistakes Dad...isn't that a stupid thing to do when you should be the one learning it..I guess you should have read 'How to be a good Dad' for dummies before you even had me..
I wasn't expecting anything great from you either..but you fall way below average..
You fail as a Dad, as a husband, as a man...
No man tell's a kid.. I'm getting your mum back...
and never do a single fucking thing...all this words and shit don't do no justice...
you have to do what u say..mean it for fuck sake....
you suck...hahahaha
I'm evil...society's evil..if you can't beat them join them right...
I got my perceptions all wrong but fuck it i'm being me..
the best part about being honest is you don't have to remember what you say...
so be honest people..dont be fucking around with all the lies and deceit..
karma will hit you..and then I will hit you..cunt.
Ok i'm done here...I swear i'm paranoid..POINTBLANKPERIOD
