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See in my mind i'm just so distant from everybody but in actual fact i'm not...
and there's so many things that I should be thankful for but then again i'm not..
So when shit happens I just find myself so isolated and so hard to get by to who I trust..
cause in actual fact I don't trust a lot...
See I've been in a position where there's me and me and me only..
So when I zoned out and fall, there's no hands that I can land on, but only my bare back..
so if it crack's i'm hurt but if doesn't I get back up and shrug it off...
Either way I get harder and bolder and face the problems head on..
see the context of how I live by is to fight for my rights and fight for the people I love..
and whatever rights I get is mine to keep..and whoever I love is mine to cherish..
so there's no time or money that can ever change me for who I am..
cause I'm always trying...trying to better myself..but still not losing the essence of what makes me, me...
And girl, I love you...and this cold war of hell-knows-what..hurts me deep..
cause i'm forever asking what's wrong and you never seem to voiced out why..
and you should know i'm the type of person who likes to probe a lot...
but what I've learn from you is that, I shouldn't..
cause you're so hot headed and i'm so hard headed..that we tend to just silence things out..
so I backed my ass off..
which definitely sucks cause I will never know what the hell happened..
and we just live by it like nothing..
and I never judged you..I never once did..
It never occurred to me to defy you by your past..
and it's never in my will to defy who you are now...
cause what is love if we defy the person...it would just be filled with expectations...
and you know how that kills....
See in my world..how I see it is like sugar, it crumbles ever so easily,
but i'm never the type of person who is scared to take out my tongue and taste it...
cause even if the taste change,...'one day'...
I know for a fact that I have tasted the sweetness of what it is and live by the bitterness it turned out to be...
So baby don't leave me now cause that 'one day' is not today...
and today I share my sweetness with you for the love of tomorrow..
so that tomorrow's 'one day' will never come..Rose.<3